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Held Down
01:24
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words they all bash me in
circled in a fury
they never stop stop stop no
no matter what I'm feeling
chemicals can't make the best call
but they make them for me
you never really like me at all
-or so they tell me
held down
but not in the 'good way'
I forgot to drive while driving,
too many parts, not enough gears
blinded while shifting
it's grinding, stalled by fear
held down
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Ooooh Scorpio
01:30
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Predatory
you're not who you claim
your persona leaves you
hard-sleazy, with aim
like the boys they warn you about
-who are you really?
lying through your teeth,
but youre still *so pretty*
look me straight in the eyes, eyes, why though?
told me you're trustworthy
lie to me straight in the eyes, eyes, lies oh
told me you'd "never hurt" me
wasn't it cute?
weren't we so fun?
really too bad though, cause
-you rewrote the story on that one
I went against everything I knew
to keep believing in you
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3. |
Sad Boixs
01:19
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(I held you with buttercups,
glow gold for you always)
don't count on me to
walk away when you fall
tethered to who I love,
no matter how far
it's almost impossible
not to reach out when you'ee angry
keep my hands tied so
I don't hold on to too tightly
we're sad boixs
swim out into the ocean
'till they worry about me
waves have taken me before
I am tethered but sinking
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4. |
Quarter Life Crisis
01:12
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Hands around my throat,
against a wall - it almost hurts
did I push too far - is it what we need,
to be honest, ourselves - Not just company?
I'll never know - will I ever know?
do I get a home - am I worth that tone?
what's the point in nesting
If you're bored and resting?
never stop moving
want a place to call my own
who would deal with this choosing?
pretty sure I end up alone.
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5. |
Mirror Talk
01:16
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It wasn't that thing you said
It was every thing you've ever said
try to help with anything
you just ruin everything
looking through the mirror's glass
'cause nothing will look back
face to face I hate myself
put my worth back on a shelf
I won't take your bullshit anymore
negativity in full storm
stared myself down till I was fucked
eye to eye I'll pull myself up
don't listen to the mirror talk
don't believe in internal rot
don't listen to the mirror talk
don't forget everything that you fought
don't listen to the mirror talk
don't forget everything that you fought
don't listen to the mirror talk
I won't let me kill me
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6. |
6(66)
00:39
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I made it one month
before you thought
I was going to hell
I hid my whole self
because your mind
hasn't aged well
scared that my own life
was lived and for
someone else
but I made it one month
before you thought
I was going to hell
I hold that one month
because you think im going to hell
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Big Puppy Tallahassee, Florida
Chelsaint Bernard - Vox
Koko Pup - Drums
Ryan Ruffapold - Bass
Sebassit Hound - Guitar
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